I'm lazy to type right now! but i don't have anything to do. Well, I'd better sit and type my stories lol
Look, I have a lot of tasks and i don't know how to finish them! though my Australian friend, Mira wants to help me. But I'm still lazy to think..!
I've been waiting for my family to come! Maybe on next Monday my mom and my sister will come and then my dad on the next day. It's nice to be here with them though my room will be so messy as they are here! that's fine.. I don't have to pay my daily needs by myself. lol
Yen-yen's mom is here right now. She gave me some foods. lol it's nice.. not only foods but we talk a lot. Her habit is like my mom's. So, i am not surprise and understand her. lol
Ah.. i have some problems that i can't share to anyone! i don't believe in people right now..
just curious why some people that used to close with us dump on us?? did they do it purposely? i don't know..( sorry i can't explain it well..I'm not good in giving explanation ) maybe i have hinted by using my words on twitter. but seems like nobody realize. well, that is not the point! the point is i really want to change my life right now! I'm bored with this condition! just do the same thing over and over every day. i got an uncomfortable treatment that insist me to quit and look for my own freedom. I'm sick of this. Now i can't deny..i really really want to move on! look for something new! I have a dream that maybe some people know! but seems they don't know that i am serious. I'm still struggling to chase my dream. Lucky me there was a man who teaches me gave some advices and encouraged me. I do i agree with him, and now i am insisted to leave a bit things to chase my dream. And i have to do it by myself. I like process.. especially process to reach something! i don't care about the result.
and ya one thing that is always in my mind! a person that i thought about these days! it's confused me! it's the problem that i can't solve! i have been crazy. And now realize that i have to loose it..though it's still warm in my heart! i just need the time, sooner or later i have to meet that person again.
Look, I have a lot of tasks and i don't know how to finish them! though my Australian friend, Mira wants to help me. But I'm still lazy to think..!
I've been waiting for my family to come! Maybe on next Monday my mom and my sister will come and then my dad on the next day. It's nice to be here with them though my room will be so messy as they are here! that's fine.. I don't have to pay my daily needs by myself. lol
Yen-yen's mom is here right now. She gave me some foods. lol it's nice.. not only foods but we talk a lot. Her habit is like my mom's. So, i am not surprise and understand her. lol
Ah.. i have some problems that i can't share to anyone! i don't believe in people right now..
just curious why some people that used to close with us dump on us?? did they do it purposely? i don't know..( sorry i can't explain it well..I'm not good in giving explanation ) maybe i have hinted by using my words on twitter. but seems like nobody realize. well, that is not the point! the point is i really want to change my life right now! I'm bored with this condition! just do the same thing over and over every day. i got an uncomfortable treatment that insist me to quit and look for my own freedom. I'm sick of this. Now i can't deny..i really really want to move on! look for something new! I have a dream that maybe some people know! but seems they don't know that i am serious. I'm still struggling to chase my dream. Lucky me there was a man who teaches me gave some advices and encouraged me. I do i agree with him, and now i am insisted to leave a bit things to chase my dream. And i have to do it by myself. I like process.. especially process to reach something! i don't care about the result.
and ya one thing that is always in my mind! a person that i thought about these days! it's confused me! it's the problem that i can't solve! i have been crazy. And now realize that i have to loose it..though it's still warm in my heart! i just need the time, sooner or later i have to meet that person again.
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