Today, i went to college to check my schedule. I'll be busy on the next semester. I will always wake up super early than before everyday! my class will be started at 7 a.m everyday! I don't know why it happened! i think i have to study harder than before. In other side it would be nice, because i can totally concentrate in my lesson. Some friends of mine will be leaving me soon. They will graduate. iI guess it's time for me to study more serious than before, no more hang out every day ! but it's ok for sometimes hehe.And i don't know when i will graduate?? I'm still on my second year in University.. lol
I met some friends in college and then we went to eat Mie Ayam in Demangan. After that while waiting for Dichie, we went to my boarding house. Adel bought Takoyaki ( Japanesse food ). We ate that food but she asked me to eat the rest.. omg!
seemed like i was s trash! lol
They would go to cinema to watch Proposal! I couldn't join cuz the weather was so hot! and i was sleepy. That weren't my reasons why i couldn't join them! i had to save my money to buy something, besides I've been riot these days! i spent a lot of money and i don't know where did my money go???. I asked money to my dad and telling him that i didn't have much money , I wanted him to send me money next week. He said yes but i had to help him to pray in order he could get money. Gosh...!!! I feel like I'm a stupid daughter who can't do anything! i can't help him to look for money for paying our daily needs! Since my dad got bankrupt 6 or 7 years ago, our economic condition is not as good as before! My parents have to work harder than before. They never home and leave me and my sister alone at home sometimes, but at least my parents still give me a lot of money ( i don't know if they never eat delicious foods or buy something that they want only for giving me money every month )
I was wondering if i could look for a job here. But what job?? I don't have any skills, besides my parents will not allow me to work right now! And it's very difficult for student looking for a job here, in Indonesia while studying. If we compare with Western countries for example, Students can have job while studying easily and they will be paid well. I feel envy sometimes with some friends who are from western countries who have job and they can save their money to travel around the world! :(
I always feel sorry with my parents but i can't do anything. But i realize to make them happy is study hard in order i can get good mark! And thanks God, i can having good mark, i hope they proud of me.
And then They always remind me to pray pray and pray! Because I'm alone here. Be careful with the social life or people around me. Somebody can make bad influences for me. And yeah it's right. Some friends tried to influence me to do bad things, but I'm still keeping my faith and Hopefully God will always bless me........Anyway!
At the night, i went out with Yen-yen! Like usually, we didn't know where to go. We ate Bubur Kacang Hijau and continued to travel around Seturan and Babarsari.
In Babarsari we passed the long way to reach Ring Road street. It was so dark and silent. The weather was so cold and i didn't wear jacket. I was so afraid and so cold! nobody passed that street. There were a lake and a juggle in our right and left side. So scary! We just felt afraid imaging there was a ghost or something!
Well, we continued to go to travel Jl. Prawirotaman! I offered her if she wanted to see Foreigners ( especially for looking white guys who are good looking ) or not, and she answered Yes! So we went there and when we wanted to make a right, we saw a handsome guy ( white guy ) at the intersection!
he's so handsome!.... so lucky!! we wanted to make our eyes go fresh by seeing good looking guys there! especially white guys! of course, it was a tourist place so, it was very possible to see them there lol
We felt so cold and decided to go home!
So cold tonight...lol
I met some friends in college and then we went to eat Mie Ayam in Demangan. After that while waiting for Dichie, we went to my boarding house. Adel bought Takoyaki ( Japanesse food ). We ate that food but she asked me to eat the rest.. omg!
seemed like i was s trash! lol
They would go to cinema to watch Proposal! I couldn't join cuz the weather was so hot! and i was sleepy. That weren't my reasons why i couldn't join them! i had to save my money to buy something, besides I've been riot these days! i spent a lot of money and i don't know where did my money go???. I asked money to my dad and telling him that i didn't have much money , I wanted him to send me money next week. He said yes but i had to help him to pray in order he could get money. Gosh...!!! I feel like I'm a stupid daughter who can't do anything! i can't help him to look for money for paying our daily needs! Since my dad got bankrupt 6 or 7 years ago, our economic condition is not as good as before! My parents have to work harder than before. They never home and leave me and my sister alone at home sometimes, but at least my parents still give me a lot of money ( i don't know if they never eat delicious foods or buy something that they want only for giving me money every month )
I was wondering if i could look for a job here. But what job?? I don't have any skills, besides my parents will not allow me to work right now! And it's very difficult for student looking for a job here, in Indonesia while studying. If we compare with Western countries for example, Students can have job while studying easily and they will be paid well. I feel envy sometimes with some friends who are from western countries who have job and they can save their money to travel around the world! :(
I always feel sorry with my parents but i can't do anything. But i realize to make them happy is study hard in order i can get good mark! And thanks God, i can having good mark, i hope they proud of me.
And then They always remind me to pray pray and pray! Because I'm alone here. Be careful with the social life or people around me. Somebody can make bad influences for me. And yeah it's right. Some friends tried to influence me to do bad things, but I'm still keeping my faith and Hopefully God will always bless me........Anyway!
At the night, i went out with Yen-yen! Like usually, we didn't know where to go. We ate Bubur Kacang Hijau and continued to travel around Seturan and Babarsari.
In Babarsari we passed the long way to reach Ring Road street. It was so dark and silent. The weather was so cold and i didn't wear jacket. I was so afraid and so cold! nobody passed that street. There were a lake and a juggle in our right and left side. So scary! We just felt afraid imaging there was a ghost or something!
Well, we continued to go to travel Jl. Prawirotaman! I offered her if she wanted to see Foreigners ( especially for looking white guys who are good looking ) or not, and she answered Yes! So we went there and when we wanted to make a right, we saw a handsome guy ( white guy ) at the intersection!
he's so handsome!.... so lucky!! we wanted to make our eyes go fresh by seeing good looking guys there! especially white guys! of course, it was a tourist place so, it was very possible to see them there lol
We felt so cold and decided to go home!
So cold tonight...lol
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